Well, it has been 4 days since she passed away. I didn't think I would, but she has been on my mind every single day since her passing. Every 5 minutes she crosses my mind. I want her back so bad. I loved the way she smelled, call me crazy, but I really did love nuzzling up to her neck and just sitting there breathing in her smell. Horses don't smell too bad when they've been out on pasture and she was perfect. Sigh.
I know I want another horse. I just can't right now. While if I was to kick and scream enough I could have one, I don't. I need time to get her out of my mind. I am telling myself to wait a year, research bloodlines, and make a educated purchase. I know on the next one I will be dropping a pretty penny and I'm ok with that. I know I want another Walker and I know I want it to be grey. I will not be buying for color alone though, I'll drive to Washington to get my next one if I have to. Remember, I said I am going to drop some money.
In other news, Sunday I am going to get her tack. I don't want to go into the tack room to do this, it will be so effing hard. All of her hair is all over it. I'm going to store it all in Joe's mom's basement for the time being. It stays cool and relatively dry down there. I mean I'll check on it as often as I can, but I think it will be fine.
Onto other subjects I guess. This blog will take a totally different turn now....
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